So you decided to move to the city did you? Well looks like your not going back anytime soon..to paradise. And even though you want to keep who you were and like who you were, that little hippy child flowerpower girl. that will never die inside you. You will always be that person.
So here’s the part where you make like a baby and learn the art of Normal cookie cutters again.
Be one with the crowd. Put on your face every morning. Do the little dance. Work. Professional. Sheep like. Follow the system. Help it. Make it grow. Be happy to work for it. Gain that experience.
Do it for the experience. Do it for your love of learning new things, and be scared.
You know in the end this will help you grow as a person. You will be well rounded. And can go back to your paradise. Because you’ll have money. The worst invention.